Life can be really confusing sometimes. Someone who you thought you knew well can be a completely different person deep inside. Even someone you thought you could fall for and be meant for can break your heart. I don't miss him but I miss having someone around. The nights are lonely. And when I go to look at my phone to see I have no calls or texts it can hurt.
I'm also the only one of my friends who does not have a significant other. Which makes it hard. Its nearly impossible for them to hang out with me since they are all always working or with their boyfriend or girlfriend.
I hope that I can find a guy that can accept me for me and understands that I have other obligations other than just him.